Sunday, December 20, 2009
{ 9:34 PM }
as if u dun care.
i dun want this but wat can i do? this is fate. i dont wanna know if u care or not. it hurts.
thanks(;
Even if i got what i want will i be happy?
sigh~ i dont wish to know. how i wish that i didnt meet u.
being protective is good but over protective is bad. and i dont like it. people may say eh ur father so sweet. but then... he didnt know what i feel what i want.
what he wants doesnt mean it my dream. i have a dream and i want that dream to be a reality and not a dream.
is this what they call love from a father to their daughter?
if it is then i will choose to do what my father wants me to do and forget my dreams.
this is fated .
there someone asked me:
" if ur love wants to break up then will u let him go?"
i answered:
" what is his reasons for breaking up?"
that someone replied:
" he found his dream girl.. much more better than u.. "
i answered sadly:
" yes i will let him go if that what he wants. even if that person is my sis. "
i cried. i hope this will not happen. i hate to say.. it hurts a lot . but what can i do?
someone said this to me: " time will heal all the wound."
will time heal all my wound?
oh time... please do so. coz it killing me.
please let my mind rest. sometimes i wish i could let go everything . but its hard u know?
i just cant let it go..
Its been a month. yet i still couldnt let it go. why? why? *cry*
i wanted so hard to be happy. but i thnk its stll early huh?
what i can do now is what for happy things to happen to me.
Thanks people.