Wednesday, April 21, 2010
{ 1:37 AM }
hey~
dah lame tak post kan? yeah been bz.. slacking all day long. exams are coming but here i am... blogging and slacking. oh gosh wake up marfie.
Yeah , been thnkng abt somethg. mb i shoud transfer school?
i dont know why .. my heart isnt there animore. Not there. everythg about it... isnt rite for me. My classroom, classmates, preu 2 students, teachers, toilets, canteen and etc. wassup with me? Oh my, i wish i din changed. God help me.
Why everthg seems wrong when i alraedy letting it go? maybe im not letting it go. maybe i still hold on to it. I know i shouldnt hold on to it. But..... . This is life mar. I cannot change it even if i really want to. Stop thnking about it and move on dear mar.
On the 20th every month i would let myself cry. I know it's my fault but i just couldnt let go of it. The more i thnk abt it the more i want to cry and tell myself that this is only a bad bad dream.
To many thngs had happened, from my school to my relationship.
Theres many thngs that i wanted to say but i just couldnt.
*pat myself* everythg gonna be okay?
dint go to school today. Im a lazy girl. No lah. im sick.. Gosh~
im not looking foward going to school animore. hmm~ B.O.R.I.N.G
thanks lah.. *tau nak buat ape* haha.
been really really wild~
